A DISTRAUGHT Charlotte Dawson said she’s “petrified and drained” as she struggles towards her due date.
The reality star, 28 – who is 31 weeks pregnant – was diagnosed with gestational diabetes during her pregnancy.
Charlotte Dawson opened up about her pregnancy[/caption]
Charlotte updated fans with a makeup free selfie while laying in bed as she opened up about the final weeks of her pregnancy.
She wrote: “Im struggling…. this is my reality face today!! I’m so hormonal it’s a joke I’ve not stopped crying & working myself up, I’m petrified, I’m drained..
“I’m hardly eating cos I’m so scared of eating the wrong thing & spiking my blood sugar levels..
“I’m hoping this gestational diabetes has something to do with how I’m feeling… the reason I’ve posted this … the truth is I’m not going to sugar coat how I’m feeling because I’d be lying to you all..
Charlotte with her boyfriend Joshua[/caption]
He proposed at the statue of her dad[/caption]
“I show you all how fabulous everything is in my life… some days are so down & you ask me how and why I look so good all the time .. well the truth is it isn’t all fabulous…
“But I’m feeling guilty for feeling like this im so blessed lucky and soooo positive normally.
“Feeling like this is sooo hard. It’s mentally & physically stressful, I have so much ahead of me so much to do, my anxiety is taking over!
“I’m trying so hard to snap myself out of it but the only thing snapping me out of it is knowing there’s only 9 weeks left until we get to meet our angel …
Charlotte with her dad Les[/caption]
Charlotte was diagnosed with pregnancy related diabetes[/caption]
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“your worth all of this x love u all I need to remember everything will be ok stop putting so much pressure on myself & I’m too glam to give a chuffin damn x”
The star is set to welcome her first child with fiance Matthew Sarsfield – just a week after what would’ve been her dad and legendary comedian Les Dawson’s 90th birthday.
Les passed away from a heart attack in 1993 when Charlotte was just eight months old.
Matthew proposed to her in September outside a statue of Les at Memorial Park in Lancashire.
Charlotte was diagnosed with pregnancy related diabetes which means she has to inject herself four times a day.